new songs on the ipod from ben folds, gym class... the weather won't cooperate but i'm going anyway. i can't sit at home the next 2 days, i'll go crazy. i need to take pictures. can't get rid of my anger any other healthy way. i like hiding behind the camera. i like the rain.
(she wears short skirts, i wear tshirts...)
tonight i looked through some moab pictures. i decided that's just the way to live. in your bathing suit, sleeping in a truck bed or in the dust under the stars on tarps with 12 others, 100 others around you, boys who go shirtless and sometimes less-less, hiking till you might die but making it to the top at sunset. eating everything outside. naps under trees and then sneaking into the public pool to bathe. finding the right boy to share your sleeping bag and bottles of water with for the weekend.
(what you're looking for has been here the whole time),
i don't want to deal with 2 blogs. i've been lazy about getting more pictures on the other one. forgives.
(can't wait 2 more days, i'm addicted to her and not ashamed)