i started thinking tonight about who could possibly be reading my blog and i didn't even know it... after all, i'm linked on a couple of other peoples blogs... jenn... tara... catherine... even just these three (and i think there are others) and i start breaking out in hives considering who they know or might know and therefore who could be here at this very moment...
i started to get nervous
random strangers (cause we all do it- you're reading a friends' blog, you look over their blogroll, see an interesting name, click, become obsessed, add it to your favorites and visit it as often as your bff's blog)
friends that i might write about but they don't even know it??? or at least i thought they didn't...
friends of friends of friends that you've never met or maybe met once and maybe they had some really nice first impression but now they read about my actual thoughts and not just the show...
old boyfriends??? (gah! david, i hope grad school is great and i don't remember if i've written anything about you-is that possible to have not?... michael, i'm a tad sorry but not sorry enough to say it to your face. thanks for pissing me off though and therefore instantly erasing the pain)
coworkers??????? oh no.
if you are a ghost reader, i invite you to REVEAL YOURSELF!!! i'll dedicate a post (a nice one) just to you letting all the world know that i know and love you (even if i once loved you, i still love you, you know!). you want to know what i would say about you, huh? leave a comment, and don't forget your name, duh! you'll be famous, you can tell all your friends that somebody blogged about you. and if i don't know you, i'll make up a grand story and you'll seem heroic and cool.
i guess i don't mind if people i might actually know actually know and read my blog. not that i'll be putting it on fb anytime soon. the internet is scary.
(and if you don't reveal yourself, i'll just put one of those trackers on here and find out who you are anyway!)