A Boy and A Girl...

i'm in a mood. don't know why. i hate days like this. maybe it's the weather- cold and rainy...

yesterday i had a little exchange where i could have just said hi to somebody but for reasons, i didn't... and then that person had a really bad night... and i know there were other factors that caused the bad night, but what if me saying hi could have made any tiny difference...

its just gonna be one of those days- you know where you walk around with a big ball in your throat somewhere between your stomach and your chest and it just sits there and reminds you all day how you're weird and in a funk and maybe you could do something about it but do you really want to?? and you want to be doing more but you aren't and you don't know why... and you're lonely when there's 6 other people in your apartment at the moment....

i want to be bigger than i am.

[sometimes my picture blog is my diary]